As even the most casual Scribbles follower will have noticed by now, there haven’t been a lot of new posts on our website since before the holidays.
I’ll
blame the usual suspects.
When
I spend a lot of time sitting in front of my laptop, my chronic neck &
shoulders pain increases and that kinda puts
a damper on the fun of creating a special website for my treasured friends.
I
am concocting my own version of a raised desktop, which you would use while
standing at your desk...they’re advertised on TV all the time....the real one, not my flimsy beta version. Maybe this will alleviate the pain a bit and
less pain equals more Scribbles.
Next
on our countdown of excuses .... My clinical depression and anxiety. Winter
is never a good time for these as many of our friends reading this are painfully
aware of, and that in turn brings my
creative juices to a mere trickle.
I
was visiting with a friend the other day. She got on the topic of depression. She
explained how she had depression and was fine now. She felt many people today seem to wear their depression like
a badge of honour. We were only
moments from the venue we were going to, so I didn’t have time to debate further
on the subject, but her words repeated themselves in my head for hours to come.
Although
I have always been open about my depression, anxiety and chronic pain, I have never done so looking for
accolades. My friend who was depressed but
is now fine, should be grateful that her brain is hot-wired to respond “at the
proper times and amounts”. Clinical
depression can be much different than
that.
Clinical
depression and anxiety are like winning the lottery... you’re at Disney World, you’ve brought all your family and friends. The
park is closed to the public so you can have it all to yourself.
All
this excitement happening all around you and yet in your head you feel down,
sad, empty. Or maybe you’re not depressed today but your anxiety level is off
the chart. It doesn’t make sense, you
should be happy, yet your brain is sending you a very different message.
Thanks
to medications, treatments and therapy, I manage my depression and anxiety as
best I can and try not to beat myself up when I fall off the ‘happy-go-lucky trail’.
One
of the things I have usually tried to do with Scribbles is keep it a ‘fun’
alternative to all the gloom and doom of the world and other websites.
Although your accomplishments & photos will always be the driving force behind Scribbles, I feel it’s time to get a bit edgier. I'd also like to see more short stories, art, photos and poetry from YOU and more posts about health & wellness.
Although your accomplishments & photos will always be the driving force behind Scribbles, I feel it’s time to get a bit edgier. I'd also like to see more short stories, art, photos and poetry from YOU and more posts about health & wellness.
With
that in mind, we have reformatted our layout template and will be making
gradual changes in the months ahead.
Thanks
for your continued support.
Ken
Leavoy